OMGTTF – On My Gosh To The Fullest. Yep I made it up lol! It’s 01:07am 21st July 2013 and I have only just realised what I am now actually privi to!
Here, let me make a list.
- I can now go on holidays off peak season. (WOF Conference 2014, here I come!)
- Freedom to do my nails and not worry about which colour will be appropriate for work
- NO MORE MARKING!!!! OK unless I choose too of course!
- Get to see my little munchkin’s face everyday, every hour if I choose to. (I actually have a choice!)
- I can follow whichever career path I choose to…
I can actually go on but I’ll stop before I bore someone. I must admit it took me a minute to get here by that I mean approximately 18 hours. Think I’ve gone through different emotions – having decided to give up a career I have known for 10 years to do —Lord knows what, one can understand why I’ve felt a tad bit lost as to what my future will bring. Should say however, the God that I serve – Jehovah Nissi – continues to ensure me that I’ll have VICTORY no matter what I put my hands to (For the record, obviously He will be no part of it I decide to do foolishness lol!). For a control freak like me – that’s taken me a while to process, i.e the fact that I don’t have a safe job to go back to (I mean I have a list of LV bags to buy). But the penny has dropped- I have now effectively got the opportunity to re-write MY future plans rather than some person (particularly as s/he doesn’t have my best interest at heart) telling what steps to follow. (shurrup mehn!). No word of lie – It was starting to look a bit like – scratch that – a lot like some of the characters on Eastenders who never leave – Ian Beale. (though he’s getting some perks now —about he gets to kiss a black chic! You’re lucky mate!)
Some Interesting thoughts/and questions in my head going forward…will my personality and/or character change? how much did I allow this so called career to rule/dictate my steps?
Who knows?? For now I am thinking – I am gonna throw caution to the wind and just be ME! New and improved!
Hopefully I should have some interesting content for you as time goes on.
that’s all for now folks